Yesterday, I came back home from my small kingdom in Saguenay. ♫

Overall, our little trip was pretty nice. ~ We officially bought my own little home! We ordered the furniture for the house, bought the lovely chandeliers and a bunch of pastel paint. ♥ My little castle will be so lovely! ~

 

This was my outfit on the first day. ♥

 

My outfit for the second day!

My first outfit picture in my new room! ^w^

Finally, my outfit for the last day. ~

I think that the city of Saguenay will be perfect for me. My home is locateted near a lovely green field wich will surely be very useful for picnics and tea parties! At La Baie, there is a lot of cutesy little shops and that sells a bunch of local products, including the yummy Boivin cheese. ♥

The local bakery sells some bread that is called "Petit Nuage" wich translates into "Little Cloud". It's so overly cute, I couldn't get over it. ♥ Also, the local milk producer have a super cutesy cow on the package, it warmed my milky heart soooo much. ♥

Daddy and me are going back there on saturday morning. ~ We will have to paint these plain white walls and instal the chandeliers and the pretty draped curtains. ♥

On sunday there is a little lolita meetup at Quebec city! I will sleep at Mireime house on sunday night and spend some time with her on monday! ♥ I'm so excited about it. ^w^/

xox ~ Petite Tomoyo. ♥

Today is a very special day for me.

A year ago, my mommy was reaching the angels above. A year ago, I was loosing one of the most important persons in my life and it left me so empty, lost and sad. It was the beginning of a new era for me, I knew everything was going to change.

Now that the routine is back, I keep living with that hole inside, it will never be replaced... But I know she is always there for me, wherever she is.

Today is a special day for me.

In fact, today, daddy is going to buy me my own house! I know it can seem early, but daddy surely wants the best for me and he wants my quality of life to be better so I can perform in my arts without worrying. However, I won't live in this house for the moment, we need some time to decorate it, buy the furniture and arrange the yard so it can be perfect in a year.

I can't wait to live in my own little castle! ♥ There will be a lot of pastels on the walls and the furniture will be all sweet and cosy. There will be cute ponies and plushies everywhere. There will always be some hot tea and fresh cupcakes to eat and a disney movie to watch. ♥

xox ~ Petite Tomoyo. ♥

Back when I started lolita, there was a lovely and inspiring blog called Princess Portal wich was written by Princess Skye. This morning, I wanted to take a look at her blog with the help of Wayback Machine internet archive and now I feel so nostlgic, but so inspired at the same time...

I miss theses times soo dearly. The Princess Portal was my way of life back then, it was the only rules I wanted to follow. I feel extremely sad that Princess Skye decided to shut it down. I feel like I need to live in this world again, to let my most precious dreams and feelings rise from the ashes.

Now, I feel like a very lazy girl. I always keep sleeping because I'm always tired and I don't know why.. Maybe life is better in my dreams? I need to wake up, both my body and my mind and let the magical feeling of lolita lifestyle lead my life, like it always should be. Why should I do something if I don't enjoy doing it? And why doing things that aren't related to lolita at all?

I need to keep getting closer to myself, I miss being Lady Tomoyo... ♫

 

xox ~ Petite Tomoyo. ♥

Yesterday, it was the artsy Tea Party with Alexou, Val and Keven. ~

I baked some cute cupcakes for the occasion. ^w^

I ate one in the baking process, oops. :3

Overall, it made me really proud to share some of my writings with my close friends. ~ I was a little shy and worried at frist because I always fear being judged or misinterpreted but it ended up well and my friends apperciated my poems. ^w^

We will certainly do it again! ~ It was a very fun and inspiring thing to do. :3

I am very proud to have creative and original friends like them. ♥

 

xox ~ Petite Tomoyo. ♥

  
But you know, I want to keep my chin high. I want to fight for all those who want to live a different lifestyle, by choice, and end up buried by an overly opressive society. 

 

xox ~ Petite Tomoyo. ♥

The heat weight on me like the heaviest blanket.

I don't really like summer heat. Summer is nice when there's cute clouds in the sky and a light wind blowing the leaves in the trees, but today the weather is just too hot to do anything productive. ;w;

I've been feeling in a very creative mood lately. I do write a lot of short poems about the imaginary surroundings that crosses my mind. Writing poems have always been a way to make myself feel complete and stable. I haven't created anything for about two months and I've been missing this feeling a lot. ♥

On thursday I will be meeting with Alexou, Val and Keven to share some of our artistic creations while drinking some tea. I'm always a little shy to share my writings because each of them is filled with so many personnal emotions and feelings.. I feel kind of vulnerable to share them, even with some close friends that I trust a lot.

xox ~ Petite Tomoyo. ♥

On friday it was Alexou's birthday party! ^w^ ♥

 Obviously, I dressed up that day. ~ Alexou wanted me to wear my new Toy Fantasy OP. ♥

We went for a little dinner at Le Blues. The food was good but not amazing and the prices were a little too high for the quality of the food. Also, the ambiance wasn't that good; the people that were there and the music was waaaay too loud. ;w;

 

My friends are so precious. ♥

 

 Alexou with my gifts. ♥

I offered her a lovely glittery Cinderella birthday card and a cute little totebag with the white bunny from Alice in Wonderland. ♥

 

 

Creative pictures with the Lynx head. ♥

 

Another outfit shot taken by Yvan. ~ Thanks sweetie! ♥

Overall it was a very nice and funny evening! ♥ I am thankful for being surrounded by such lovely friends. ~

 

xox ~ Petite Tomoyo. ♥

Today I had social obligations to do, so I decided to dress up prettily to make my day better. ♥

Here was my outfit for today. ~

I really missed wearing skirts. ~ I've been wearing only jumperskirts and OPs lately but the cute skirts that I own were my very firsts lolita buys. They remind me so much good memories about my early lolita days. ♥

I took a long nap in the afternoon and I woke up to the sound of the thunder. There was an electric storm outside and the lightning in the sky was so pretty. I staired at the pouring rain in my backyard until the storm was over. Rain fascinates me so much. ♥

I decided to cook myself a little asian sauté for dinner. ~ I putted a lot of carrots in it and I served it on rice noodles. ^3^ It was so delicious. ♥ I don't cook for myself a lot but when I do I feel so happy and accomplished. ~ I finished my dinner with a cup of Creamy Earl Grey tea and the last cupcake that I baked on sunday night. ;w; I will have to make some again!

xox ~ Petite Tomoyo. ♥