It have been a little while since I posted here! I have no excuses as I wasn't really busy or anything, I just didn't thought about posting my outfits. ^w^''

Let's see, last time I posted I was heading up to my little house in Saguenay. ~ I have a few outfits pictures to post today so let's start now. :3

First, my outfit to drive to Saguenay! ~

A simple Country Lolita coordinate in white, blue and little touches of pink. ~ I matched the pink details on my blouse with my socks that have little pink hearts and bows on them. :3 I also added simple rose themed jewelry. :3

Hat; Taobao.

Blouse; Dear Celine.

Skirt; Oo Jia.

Socks; Bodyline.

Shoes; An*Tai*Na.

Bag; Taobao.

Accessories; Paradise Rose.

Now, my outfit for the second day I spent in Saguenay last week. :3

I coordinated my Lovely Forest jumperskirt in a Country Lolita way. :3 I paired it with a simple white long sleeved blouse and simple white socks. ~ The floral jewelry remind the roses on the print and it matches so well with the Country Lolita aesthetics. ~

Hat; Taobao.

Blouse; Anna House.

Jumperskirt; Dream of Lolita.

Socks; Anna House.

Shoes; Bodyline.

Bag; Taobao.

Accessories; Paradise Rose.

So that was it for my outfits from last week! ^w^ Now, my outfit from this week. ~ Let's start with what I wore this Monday. :3 I had to go at the bank and to buy groceries. ~

OTT Sweet Lolita in pink and lilac, my favourite colour combo. :3 I wore very colourful star themed accessories with that outfit. ~ A matching necklace and ring, some star themed mokomoko accessories and a lovely ManiaQ bow brooch with pins on them. ^w^ I even wore socks with mint and yellow on them to match my accessories. ~

Headbow; Dream of Lolita.

Blouse; Dear Celine.

Jumperskirt; Dream of Lolita.

Socks; Secret Shop.

Shoes; An*Tai*Na.

Bag; Loris.

Accessories; Holley Tea Time, ManiaQ, Kawaii Goods & Paradise Rose.

On Thursday, I bought a new phone! ^w^ It's a silver iPhone 5S. ~

My case is very cute. :3

Obviously, I dressed up to go at the mall and at the drugstore too. ~ Here was my outfit. ^w^

A simple Country Lolita outfit in white and pink. :3 I wore simple bow shaped accessories for a cute look and I paired my white and pink blouse with simple white socks with a cute rose on them. ~

Hat; Taobao.

Blouse; Dear Celine.

Skirt; Anna House.

Socks; Anna House.

Shoes; An*Tai*Na.

Bag; Taobao.

Accessories; Paradise Rose & Offbrand.

I also saw a cute rainbow in the sky when I came back home on that day. ^w^

Yesterday, I went to the hairdresser to get my bangs cut and to ask her about bleaching my hair and how easy would it be to get rid of my pink colour... You see me coming... Maybe I'll change my hair colour soon! ~ I don't know which colour I'll get or when I am going to change it... I need some time to think about it. ^w^''

So, let me show you my outfit for yesterday! ~

A simple casual outfit in pink and blue. ~ I matched my accessories around a bunny theme. :3 I think the little strawberry on my necklace suits very well with that print. ^w^

Headbow; Miko Lolita.

Blouse; Kidsyoyo.

Skirt; Anna House.

Socks; Secret Shop.

Shoes; An*Tai*Na.

Bag; Loris.

Accessories; Paradise Rose.

I also baked a yummy sugar cake yesterday! ^w^

My dad said it was a masterpiece! XD;

So that is what is happening in my life lately. Next weekend I'll go back to my little castle in Saguenay until October. ;w; I am a little stressed out, even if I am used to living alone... ~w~ I think that some things will change this year... I may have to find a job, and it's really something that is difficult for me since I always feel like I never belong anywhere... ;w; I hope I can gain the confidence I need to find a job while still being able to be who I am... In other words, I need to figure out was is the best for me for the years to come. ~

xox ~ Petite Tomoyo. ✩

I didn't had a lot of time to invest into my lifestyle this week, sadly... I don't feel very proud of myself. ;w; I hate having to say this, but I might be into a little lifestyle slope lately... I am not at my happiest place... To be honest, I don't feel very pretty and I don't feel like I have "power" inside myself anymore... It's very hard for me to open up, because I hate to be seen as weak or unable... But this is how I feel right now. ;w; I promised myself I wouldn't let negative thoughts on this blog, but I need to be honest with myself, I think...

Anyway, I tried to dress up more this week! ~ I have four outfits to share today. ^w^ They are all pretty different too so I am happy with that. 8D

Let's start with an outfit from last Sunday. ~

I decided to wear something on the casual side for that day. ~ I coordinated my pink printed skirt with white bunny accessories since there are some on the print. ^w^ I also wore socks with macarons on them because the colours and the theme matches the print perfectly. ~

Headbow; Miko Lolita.

Blouse; Kidsyoyo.

Skirt; Dollscrops.

Socks; Bodyline.

Shoes; An*Tai*Na.

Bag; Loris.

Accessories; Paradise Rose & Kawaii Goods.

Now, my outfit for Tuesday. :3 I went to see my cousin which I hadn't saw since christmas! ~ Here is what I wore that day. ^w^

I coordinated my Star Night Theatre jumperskirt with a white blouse and white socks. ~ I added a bunny necklace and a bunny bag to remind the bunnies on the print. :3 Finally, I chose tulle and pearl brooches in white and pink to complete this elegant OTT sweet look. ^w^

Headbow; Oo Jia.

Blouse; Dear Celine.

Jumperskirt; Oo Jia.

Socks; Bodyline.

Shoes; An*Tai*Na.

Bag; Loris.

Accessories; Chocomint, Paradise Rose, Cute Can Kill & Offbrand.

Now, my outfit from last Friday! ^w^

I wore a simple Country Lolita coordinate in pink with little touches of white. :3 With this outfit, I wore pink socks that have white lacing pattern on it to remind the white on the skirt and the lace on my bag. ^w^

Hat; Taobao.

Blouse; Dear Celine.

Skirt; Oo Jia.

Socks; Secret Shop.

Shoes; An*Tai*Na.

Bag; Taobao.

Accessories; Paradise Rose & Offbrand.

Finally, my outfit for yesterday! ~ I went to a little walk by the sea with dad because it was cloudy and I was craving to go out. OwO But we got caught by pouring rain, ugh. ;w; Anyway, I didn't melt since I'm not made of chocolate and I enjoyed my little walk. ~

I coordinated my Vanilla-chan jumperskirt with a white bag and white socks. ~ I added a white heart shaped necklace to match the bag and a white pearl bracelet with rhinestones to add a more elegant feel. :3 Finally, I straightened my hair for a more "mature" look that matches the theme of the outfit. ^w^

Headbow; Oo Jia.

Dress; Oo Jia.

Socks; Anna House.

Shoes; An*Tai*Na.

Bag; Loris.

Accessories; Sugar Raindrops, Rococo Soul & Offbrand.

I also made a few buys tonight! :3 As you may know, I added a new colour to my closet: Red! ~ I thought that I would soon need new red accessories to coordinate with my red pieces and prints with red on them, so I bought some tonight. ^w^

Since I almost always replace the chain on my necklaces, I figured out that I better buy pendants than full necklaces. I recently found a shop that sells cute pendants for super cheap so I bought two of them. ~

I bought one shaped like a strawberry and one shaped like a bow. ~

I also bought two red rings from Paradise Rose to match the pendants. ^w^

Again, one shaped like a strawberry and one shaped like a bow. ~

I think that the strawberry accessories will complete my Country Lolita outfits beautifully. *w* With my red shoes and my red blouse, it will look lovely with strawberry prints. :3 As for the bow accessories, it will pretty much match anything that have red on it since it's a generic design and it will look good with anything red. ~

I can't wait to receive my cute new accessories! ^w^ I'm also waiting for my lilac Day Dream Carnival jumperskirt with the matching headbow and a red short sleeved blouse from Oo Jia. :3 I have so many new outfits possibilities coming up and I'm really excited to experiment with new colour combinaisons in my closet! ^w^

Tomorrow I'm going to Saguenay until Thursday! ~ I'll meet with my lovely Criic on Wednesday since she will be in town for her fashion blog! :3 (I'll also pick up a Fairy-Kei style bag I bought from her back in May. ^w^'') I plan to see Alexou-chan too and to give her her birthday gift since I didn't had the chance to meet her since her birthday! ~ I hope she will like it, I can't wait to see her. :3

xox ~ Petite Tomoyo. ✿

Tonight, I wanted to write on my blog more than anything... I've been feeling quite nostalgic lately, and whenever I feel nostalgic I go though my old pictures and my old articles on my blogs... And I think it made me realize something... I don't write as carelessly on my blog as I used to. I know that I went through a lot of hate last year; some haters found my blog and used to write mean comments on it... Even if I think it's pretty much over now, I seem to have a mental block that stops me from writing as freely and carelessly as before...

I used to have 2 or 3 blogs before this one, and I changed my last blog for this one back then because I was upset that all I had to write about was my outfits and my buys... It was making me so angry that it was all the interesting things I could talk about me... I am so much more than cute clothes and nice outfits... I used to write about every single aspect of my Lolita lifestyle in my old posts... Now, I hardly see the world like a magical world, like I used to... I feel kind of empty and bitter...

I am happy that I have these "nostalgic phases" sometimes to remind me about who I am, what my dreams are and what I chase after... Every once in a while, I need to be reminded that my eyes are the one that creates beauty all around me, that they are necessary to achieve my artwork...

From now on, I think I will be more careful about my surroundings and all the happy things that are hidden in them. ~ It will help me to appreciate life a little more, and maybe I will feel more accomplished and complete as a Lolita... Let's see it as the start of a new magical journey! :3 I will try to document it the best as I can, I know that pictures makes the best memories. Some moments are just waiting to be stopped and cherished for the years to come! ~

xox ~ Petite Tomoyo. ❀