I didn't had a lot of time to invest into my lifestyle this week, sadly... I don't feel very proud of myself. ;w; I hate having to say this, but I might be into a little lifestyle slope lately... I am not at my happiest place... To be honest, I don't feel very pretty and I don't feel like I have "power" inside myself anymore... It's very hard for me to open up, because I hate to be seen as weak or unable... But this is how I feel right now. ;w; I promised myself I wouldn't let negative thoughts on this blog, but I need to be honest with myself, I think...

Anyway, I tried to dress up more this week! ~ I have four outfits to share today. ^w^ They are all pretty different too so I am happy with that. 8D

Let's start with an outfit from last Sunday. ~

I decided to wear something on the casual side for that day. ~ I coordinated my pink printed skirt with white bunny accessories since there are some on the print. ^w^ I also wore socks with macarons on them because the colours and the theme matches the print perfectly. ~

Headbow; Miko Lolita.

Blouse; Kidsyoyo.

Skirt; Dollscrops.

Socks; Bodyline.

Shoes; An*Tai*Na.

Bag; Loris.

Accessories; Paradise Rose & Kawaii Goods.

Now, my outfit for Tuesday. :3 I went to see my cousin which I hadn't saw since christmas! ~ Here is what I wore that day. ^w^

I coordinated my Star Night Theatre jumperskirt with a white blouse and white socks. ~ I added a bunny necklace and a bunny bag to remind the bunnies on the print. :3 Finally, I chose tulle and pearl brooches in white and pink to complete this elegant OTT sweet look. ^w^

Headbow; Oo Jia.

Blouse; Dear Celine.

Jumperskirt; Oo Jia.

Socks; Bodyline.

Shoes; An*Tai*Na.

Bag; Loris.

Accessories; Chocomint, Paradise Rose, Cute Can Kill & Offbrand.

Now, my outfit from last Friday! ^w^

I wore a simple Country Lolita coordinate in pink with little touches of white. :3 With this outfit, I wore pink socks that have white lacing pattern on it to remind the white on the skirt and the lace on my bag. ^w^

Hat; Taobao.

Blouse; Dear Celine.

Skirt; Oo Jia.

Socks; Secret Shop.

Shoes; An*Tai*Na.

Bag; Taobao.

Accessories; Paradise Rose & Offbrand.

Finally, my outfit for yesterday! ~ I went to a little walk by the sea with dad because it was cloudy and I was craving to go out. OwO But we got caught by pouring rain, ugh. ;w; Anyway, I didn't melt since I'm not made of chocolate and I enjoyed my little walk. ~

I coordinated my Vanilla-chan jumperskirt with a white bag and white socks. ~ I added a white heart shaped necklace to match the bag and a white pearl bracelet with rhinestones to add a more elegant feel. :3 Finally, I straightened my hair for a more "mature" look that matches the theme of the outfit. ^w^

Headbow; Oo Jia.

Dress; Oo Jia.

Socks; Anna House.

Shoes; An*Tai*Na.

Bag; Loris.

Accessories; Sugar Raindrops, Rococo Soul & Offbrand.

I also made a few buys tonight! :3 As you may know, I added a new colour to my closet: Red! ~ I thought that I would soon need new red accessories to coordinate with my red pieces and prints with red on them, so I bought some tonight. ^w^

Since I almost always replace the chain on my necklaces, I figured out that I better buy pendants than full necklaces. I recently found a shop that sells cute pendants for super cheap so I bought two of them. ~

I bought one shaped like a strawberry and one shaped like a bow. ~

I also bought two red rings from Paradise Rose to match the pendants. ^w^

Again, one shaped like a strawberry and one shaped like a bow. ~

I think that the strawberry accessories will complete my Country Lolita outfits beautifully. *w* With my red shoes and my red blouse, it will look lovely with strawberry prints. :3 As for the bow accessories, it will pretty much match anything that have red on it since it's a generic design and it will look good with anything red. ~

I can't wait to receive my cute new accessories! ^w^ I'm also waiting for my lilac Day Dream Carnival jumperskirt with the matching headbow and a red short sleeved blouse from Oo Jia. :3 I have so many new outfits possibilities coming up and I'm really excited to experiment with new colour combinaisons in my closet! ^w^

Tomorrow I'm going to Saguenay until Thursday! ~ I'll meet with my lovely Criic on Wednesday since she will be in town for her fashion blog! :3 (I'll also pick up a Fairy-Kei style bag I bought from her back in May. ^w^'') I plan to see Alexou-chan too and to give her her birthday gift since I didn't had the chance to meet her since her birthday! ~ I hope she will like it, I can't wait to see her. :3

xox ~ Petite Tomoyo. ✿

Tonight, I wanted to write on my blog more than anything... I've been feeling quite nostalgic lately, and whenever I feel nostalgic I go though my old pictures and my old articles on my blogs... And I think it made me realize something... I don't write as carelessly on my blog as I used to. I know that I went through a lot of hate last year; some haters found my blog and used to write mean comments on it... Even if I think it's pretty much over now, I seem to have a mental block that stops me from writing as freely and carelessly as before...

I used to have 2 or 3 blogs before this one, and I changed my last blog for this one back then because I was upset that all I had to write about was my outfits and my buys... It was making me so angry that it was all the interesting things I could talk about me... I am so much more than cute clothes and nice outfits... I used to write about every single aspect of my Lolita lifestyle in my old posts... Now, I hardly see the world like a magical world, like I used to... I feel kind of empty and bitter...

I am happy that I have these "nostalgic phases" sometimes to remind me about who I am, what my dreams are and what I chase after... Every once in a while, I need to be reminded that my eyes are the one that creates beauty all around me, that they are necessary to achieve my artwork...

From now on, I think I will be more careful about my surroundings and all the happy things that are hidden in them. ~ It will help me to appreciate life a little more, and maybe I will feel more accomplished and complete as a Lolita... Let's see it as the start of a new magical journey! :3 I will try to document it the best as I can, I know that pictures makes the best memories. Some moments are just waiting to be stopped and cherished for the years to come! ~

xox ~ Petite Tomoyo. ❀

Finally I have a little free time to post on my blog, yay! :3 Last weekend, I went to my grandparent's cottage. ^w^ I also have 4 or 5 outfits to post, depending on how picky you want to be, haha. XD; Let's start with my outfits from two weeks ago! ~

First, my outfit for July 8th. :3

A Magical Girl inspired Sailor Lolita coordinate in white, lilac and pink. ^w^

Headbow; Momo & Jia.

Blouse; Oo Jia.

Skirt; Oo Jia.

Socks; Bodyline.

Shoes; An*Tai*Na.

Bag; Loris.

Wristcuffs; Chiichick on Livejournal.

Accessories; Chocomint & Cute Can Kill.

Second outfit is from last Thursday. ~

Blue & Pink outfit with my Cherry Berry Bunny jumperskirt. ^w^

Headbow; Oo Jia.

Blouse; Dear Celine.

Jumperskirt; Oo Jia.

Socks; Secret Shop.

Shoes; An*Tai*Na.

Bag; Loris.

Accessories; Chocomint, Paradise Rose & Offbrand.

On last Friday I went to my grandparent's cottage in the woods. ~

I wore very casual Country Lolita. ~w~

Me and grandma during the car ride. :3

The barrage Manic 2!

Grandpa. :3

I decided to go on a little walk in the woods to find a hare that have been wandering around the cottage. ^w^

Little selcas in the woods, haha. XD;

I found him!! *w* I made a new friend, yay! ~

A had a wonderful time at my grandparent's cottage. :3 It was nice to disconnect a little with technology, to eat all my meals outside surrounded by trees and singing birds and to relax a lot. ^w^

Let me now show you my outfit from Monday. ~

Casual Country Lolita in white and blue. :3

Hat; Taobao.

Cutsew; Rose Melody.

Skirt; Oo Jia.

Socks; Anna House.

Shoes; An*Tai*Na.

Bag; Taobao.

Accessories; Paradise Rose.

Finally, my outfit from yesterday! ^w^

Country Lolita in white and pink with my beloved Sheep Garden jumperskirt. *w*

Hat; Taobao.

Blouse; Anna House.

Jumperskirt; Dream of Lolita.

Socks; Anna House.

Shoes; An*Tai*Na.

Bag; Taobao.

Accessories; Sugar Raindrops, Paradise Rose & Offbrand.

That was my latest outfits and what is happening in my life lately. ~ I've been dressing up much more, also I do my best to have positive thoughts and to do lots of things that makes me happy. :3

xox ~ Petite Tomoyo. ❀